So I Suck At Keeping Promises But What Else Is New, Let's Be Real.

Let's start out this post with me saying that I suck at keeping promises.  But you all should know this by now.  Seriously.  I suck at keeping promises. Never make me promise anything because it won't happen, I can guarantee it 99% of the time.

I meant to do BEDA, I really did.  I meant to do BAMF too, but seriously, life got in the way.  That sounds like the worst cop-out in the world, but it is totally accurate.  Things started happening to me, guys.  Lots of things that I haven't shared with all of you, which is weird since I usually share everything about my life with you guys.  Withholding things feels like I'm holding things ransom, which is hekka dumb, but what are you going to do?

What has been happening to me recently?  Let's think.

1. I have AP testing very soon (read: May 15.  I'm going to poop myself in fear).
2. I have SATs on May 4, and then again on June somethingth.
3. I have my driving test on May 11.
4. I have... other things too.

Okay, I'm going to stop being cryptic and just spit it out.  I am not a lonely old spinster anymore.

That might need a little more spelling out.

I have a boyfriend.

Wow, it's been nearly a month and it still sounds like I'm lying when I say that.

Anyways, that guy that I met at a St. Patrick's Day party forever ago?  Yeah, he's taken a step up in my world.

His name is Colin.  And he is adorable.

This is us at prom.

Aren't we a couple of cuties?

If you look to the right behind my head you can see our friend Mike making out with his girlfriend.

But other than that, April really has been a busy month for me.  I've been writing a lot because I am applying to a Creative Writer's Workshop at Emerson College this summer, and I'm also beginning writing for a new short play for a contest at a local theater for original writing. So that's been keeping me occupied as well.

I also have been studying my butt of for SATs and AP and I will be so glad when it is all over and I can just sit outside and photosynthesize in the sun.  You guys didn't know this, but I am actually a lizard, not a human, and I need sunlight to begin to move since I am cold blooded.

Anyways, I am beginning to realize how much senioritis has set in for me and I am not even a good portion through my last quarter as a junior.  I can't wait for summer.  It is so close.  I can taste it on my tongue, and it tastes pretty damn good.

So I may not update until after May 15, but when I do, I will let you guys know what's up with my life instead of disappearing.

Here is me not promising anything.  That way I can't let you down when it doesn't happen. I'm super clever, aren't I?

I'll see you guys around.

Love and kisses,

Jennelle

I'm Caveating BEDA Guys

I am also completely aware that caveating isn't a word, but I live in my own little fantasy world.  Don't judge me.  Or do, I don't really care.

SO.

I'm caveating BEDA.  I just realized how freaking busy I am this month.  It is really freaking busy.  Like, I don't know when I decided to suddenly heap all of this junk onto my plate, but here it is.

I will do BAMF, or Blogging in April More Frequently.  I'll try to do as many days as humanly possible, but what with my course work and the fact that I'm not going to be around a computer for a few days over April Break since I'm going to be looking at colleges.

But I will try my hardest because that is what you guys deserve!

That being said, I have an essay and APUSH homework to go finish.  So I'm going to go...

I LOVE YOU ALL GIVE ME TIME I WILL PRODUCE ACTUAL CONTENT FOR YOU!

Love and kisses,

Jen

April 1 and 2 in One Because I Forgot That BEDA Was Something That I Do

Hi Guys,
Long time, no see!
Well, not really, I posted something last week.  But you haven't gotten a life update for a while!  So here we go.  This will be for both April 1 and April 2, because I forgot that BEDA was something that I do.  I love writing, I just don't have a lot of time for it, you know?
I am studying.  For many things.  I am taking my SAT IIs in May, (I'm taking two) and then 11 days after I take those, I am taking my AP US History test.  And then in June I am taking the regular SATs.  I may die before the end of the year, there is no telling.
And on top of studying, I am looking at colleges.  To be honest, it is completely terrifying.  I don't want to have to make the biggest decision of my life at 18.  I mean, Jesus, I sometimes have trouble deciding what shoes to wear in the morning.  I should not be trusted with life-altering decisions.
And on top of looking at colleges, I am writing application pieces for a Creative Writing Workshop at Emerson, in Boston, for the summer.  I am super torn over this program.  On the one hand, I want to go to this program so badly.  It will look so good on my applications to college and it will help me grow as a writer, especially because I am looking at being a Creative Writing and English major.  On the other hand, 1. you have different fingers and 2. I want to hang out with my friends and do stupid teenage stuff.  That is what summer is for.
Alright, I want to talk more, but I have a mountain of homework to do.
I feel bad leaving you at this but we'll talk more tomorrow.
For now, love and kisses,
Jennelle

Could I Slow Down Before I Lost My Face To The G-Force?

Hey fooligans,
So, I'm sorry that I've fallen off of the face of the Earth.
I have good reasons?
You know that play Waiting Room that I was writing forever ago?  Well, Drama Festival is a go, and I am the director, which means that I have so much to do.
My To Do List is off the freaking wall.  You should see it: I have to do research for my History Paper, write a piece of short fiction for English, write another play for a playwrights' contest, go Christmas Shopping, worry about auditions and casting my play, clean my room, and find time to sleep when I have to worry about all of this.
Sleep is the last thing on my mind and I am literally dead on my feet.
Welcome to the next three months of my life.
What up.
So wish me luck, fooligans.  I might die.
I promise that I am still alive and that I still love you, but I will be slightly lacking in blog posts due to my business.  Look out for BEDA in April though.  That is totally happening, what up!
Love and kisses so much,
J.

An Update On Why Life Kinda Sucks Right Now

1. I'm an idiot.  I have three days to finish my AP work, of which there is a lot left.  Kill me with a brick.  It'll get done, but it's going to suck.  Hard.  Haha, that's what she said.

2.  In the spirit of my previous that's what she said joke, I noticed that I now have 69 followers.  That doesn't suck, I just thought it was a funny coincidence that went with my dirty joke.

3.  My wisdom teeth are coming in.  I'm starting my junior year with what I think are impacted wisdom teeth.  Yay hooray three cheers for Jesus.
...
I'm sorry Jesus.  This isn't your fault.

4. School starts in three days.  KILL ME.

5. I have to clean my room and do my laundry and get back on a normal sleep schedule (e.g. going to bed at midnight instead of 4) and start taking my vitamins and do all of those other things I don't want to do.

This has been me complaining about my life.  You don't have to care, but it'd be nice if you did.  My face hurts.  A lot.  Wisdom teeth don't bring wisdom.  They bring pain and I don't have ice cream.

There goes my five minutes that I can spare from studying.  I spent it with you guys.  I love you all that much.  I'll see you guys later this week to tell you how much Junior year sucks already. Kidding.  I'm not making any assumptions.  Yet.  I promise.  Maybe.

Anyways.  Back to work.

Love and kisses,

Jen

So... Hi There... I'm Back... Again...

I was in Israel.

I've already used that.

I was fighting robots in Vietnam.

No, that is a complete and utter lie.

I was doing my AP US History work and it is really

Not a complete lie, but come on, just tell the truth.

*sigh*

Hi guys.  It's been a while, hasn't it?

The truth is I have no good reason for why I haven't been blogging.  To be honest, I just haven't been feeling all that inspired.  But, with school starting soon, and a schedule forming, I think I'll get back on track with blogs appearing more frequently.

I do miss writing.  I did a bit of it over the summer, not as much as I should have.  I read way more than I wrote.  But, like I said, with school rapidly approaching, I'll definitely be writing more.

I do apologize for disappearing.  I just didn't want to write something that wasn't good.

Maybe I'll show you guys some of my journals from my trip eventually.  That would be cool, no?

So what have you guys been up to?  I literally haven't been doing anything, as stated before.  I've been doing AP work.  I've been on Tumblr (I'm addicted.  It's unhealthy.).  I've been doing yoga.  Generally, I've just been very lazy.  Hooray for summer.  But I have seven days left.  I have to finish my AP work lickety split, and I do have quite a bit left, which is my own fault.

Other than that, I'm pretty stoked for Junior year.  It's the hardest year, but I have a plan to make sure that I get through it in one semi-coherent piece.  I'm going to rock it.  Or I think I will.  Here's hoping right?

Oh, and Doctor Who comes back on Saturday!  I'm so excited!

I know that this is a sucky blog, but we all have to get back into the scene somehow.  It's like a bicycle.  You have to fall a few times before you remember how to ride.

Love and kisses,

Jen